God’s Grace

Hey guys I figured that it was about time I post because of what the lord has taught me this Christmas. I have been reminded of many things this Christmas brake but most of all I have been reminded of God’s grace. As I was driving back to school after the brake it was very late and very icy. I in a moment of stupidity decided to pass a 30 wheeler tanker truck. I lost control of my car and spun into the side of the tanker. I hit the tanker in one of its many tires which destroyed the back of my car. I then spun across the highway and came to a stop in the center median. I was fine but my car’s rear passenger side was badly damaged all because of my stupidity. After the accident I spent the rest of the night sleeping in my car at a nearby town berating myself for my stupidity and incompetence which lead to me damaging car. I berated myself for my actions, my conduct during the accident and my over all since of worthlessness. Since the accident I have come to the conclusion it was only by Gods grace that I survived. It is a fact that not many people that get in accidents with 30 wheeler tanker trucks that are full to the brim the gas and survive. I praise God for his provision but I am very disappointed in myself and am now in a very tuff position. I have a damaged car that I cannot afford to fix it, a disappointed family and on top of it all many other bills. But I must say a damage car a disappointed family and many other bills are better than being dead in a ditch. Now for the rest of what I remembered this Christmas. So just before my accident I was listening to a old but very insightful book that everyone should remember. I was listening to the life you’ve always wanted, which I believe is probably the most significant book we read during Kaleo. I found it very applicable to my life I especially found the parts on prayer and spiritual disciplines very applicable to my life but then two hours later I hit a Simi truck and forgot about most of it so I like will and should most likely reread the book. Although one thing I did retain from the book was a feeling of conviction. So I must confess, I am sorry I have failed you my Kaleo family and myself. I must confess I simply don’t read anybodies post and neither do I comment on anybody’s post. so I want be surprised if this post is over looked by many of you. I guess turnabout is fair play. I must confess I skipped some post because of who wrote them some because they were incredibly long and others because I didn’t care about what was being said. So I am sorry and I ask that in time you all will forgive me.
Sincerely
Lord bb
Benjamin A Brainard